62700:49:53,773 --> 00:49:55,431"wh

627
00:49:53,773 --> 00:49:55,431
"who felt that way.

628
00:49:55,820 --> 00:49:59,649
"They'd be screaming upstairs,
throwing things out of their cots.

629
00:50:01,740 --> 00:50:05,798
"I'd put on my coat
and shut the front door behind me.

630
00:50:06,732 --> 00:50:09,699
"And I'd go out and walk across the fields...

631
00:50:10,028 --> 00:50:12,166
"for miles, as I do now.

632
00:50:13,356 --> 00:50:16,422
"Or I'd go to a pub where no one knew me.

633
00:50:17,740 --> 00:50:21,155
"l made sure I'd be back before my husband.

634
00:50:21,709 --> 00:50:23,847
"But they'd be asleep at last.

635
00:50:27,725 --> 00:50:30,441
"l wanted to kill myself out of guilt.

636
00:50:31,948 --> 00:50:34,762
"l still haven't recovered from those cries.

637
00:50:36,044 --> 00:50:38,432
"What is it about those cries?"

638
00:50:53,772 --> 00:50:56,138
-ls that the first thing you've ever written?
-Yes.

639
00:50:56,204 --> 00:50:58,026
-Very touching.
-Thank you.

640
00:50:58,093 --> 00:50:59,915
-Have a nice evening.
-I will.

641
00:51:04,396 --> 00:51:08,705
May, I'm Bruce, by the way.

642
00:51:09,421 --> 00:51:10,533
Hello.

643
00:51:12,045 --> 00:51:16,038
Would you like to come out
with some of us tonight? Max and Hilary?

644
00:51:16,108 --> 00:51:19,271
I really like what you did. It was....

645
00:51:21,516 --> 00:51:23,042
It was gutsy.

646
00:51:23,180 --> 00:51:25,994
Thank you. It's a bit late for me,
I get a bit tired.

647
00:51:26,060 --> 00:51:28,547
-Right.
-I enjoyed that. It was good.

648
00:51:28,621 --> 00:51:30,922
-Bye, Paula. Bruce.
-Bye.

649
00:51:30,989 --> 00:51:32,363
I could go all the time.

650
00:51:32,428 --> 00:51:34,337
Mom, why don't you go out with Bruce?

651
00:51:34,413 --> 00:51:37,925
-Yes, I will. Not tonight, but another night.
-Good.

652
00:51:37,997 --> 00:51:41,412
-But I enjoyed it.
-Yeah, well, I'd like that very much.

653
00:53:09,901 --> 00:53:11,013
Hello.

654
00:53:18,765 --> 00:53:21,186
I spent the morning shopping.

655
00:53:22,861 --> 00:53:24,900
And I hope you don't mind...

656
00:53:26,317 --> 00:53:27,810
but I've bought something.

657
00:53:30,081 --> 00:53:31,342
How kind.

658
00:53:35,018 --> 00:53:36,581
How kind you are.

659
00:53:37,101 --> 00:53:38,565
Do you like it?

660
00:53:48,643 --> 00:53:50,107
It's beautiful.

661
00:53:52,298 --> 00:53:53,707
I feel so....

662
00:53:54,926 --> 00:53:58,314
-What? What do you feel?
-Filled up by it.

663
00:54:01,531 --> 00:54:02,940
And ignorant.

664
00:54:03,647 --> 00:54:07,199
-lgnorant that I don't know anything.
-But that you want to know.

665
00:54:27,242 --> 00:54:28,553
Keep still.

666
00:54:28,621 --> 00:54:30,894
Look, I haven't got time to keep still.

667
00:54:31,217 --> 00:54:33,457
And it's years since I did this.

668
00:54:34,968 --> 00:54:36,246
I love it.

669
00:54:37,918 --> 00:54:40,344
I'm no good at it, but I don't care.

670
00:54:44,682 --> 00:54:47,819
If you asked me to describe my life
and what I've done...

671
00:54:48,529 --> 00:54:51,830
as you did yesterday,
I'd have to say, "Nothing much."

672
00:54:52,408 --> 00:54:54,101
I just wasn't there.

673
00:54:57,024 --> 00:55:00,642
I was always too worried about everything...

674
00:55:01,480 --> 00:55:03,305
to live in it properly.

675
00:55:04,815 --> 00:55:06,825
I was a terrible housewife.

676
00:55:07,860 --> 00:55:10,450
But that's what all the women did then.

677
00:55:10,939 --> 00:55:13,179
We weren't like Helen and Paula.

678
00:55:13,791 --> 00:55:15,933
And I just went along with it.

679
00:55:19,017 --> 00:55:20,229
Until....

680
00:55:23,826 --> 00:55:25,137
Until what?

681
00:55:26,294 --> 00:55:28,599
Well, until a few minutes ago, actually.

682
00:55:32,834 --> 00:55:35,555
Looks like we've got a rebel on our hands.

683
00:55:37,387 --> 00:55:39,015
A few years ago...

684
00:55:40,560 --> 00:55:44,363
an intelligent man who lived nearby,
he was an antique dealer...

685
00:55:47,165 --> 00:55:50,269
and he started to like me.

686
00:55:52,422 --> 00:55:55,723
And twice he took me into his bed.

687
00:55:59,059 --> 00:56:01,004
-Did you like it?
-Oh, yes.

688
00:56:02,874 --> 00:56:05,212
And I planned to go away with him.

689
00:56:05,951 --> 00:56:08,672
I was gonna go to my husband and explain.

690
00:56:10,728 --> 00:56:12,257
I never saw him again.

691
00:56:14,255 --> 00:56:16,167
I couldn't upset anyone.

692
00:56:20,698 --> 00:56:23,550
This cigarette's made my chest
all congested.

693
00:56:24,225 --> 00:56:25,754
I can't breathe.

694
00:56:26,789 --> 00:56:29,477
And what would happen if you did breathe?

695
00:56:31,374 --> 00:56:32,652
I'd say:

696
00:56:35,702 --> 00:56:38,642
"Would you....
Would it be too much trouble....

697
00:56:40,126 --> 00:56:41,721
"Would you mind....

698
00:56:43,813 --> 00:56:45,506
"The spare room's....

699
00:56:48,269 --> 00:56:51,023
"Would you come to the spare room
with me?"

700
00:56:53,558 --> 00:56:54,836
Would you?

701
00:57:20,488 --> 00:57:22,017
What do you see?

702
00:57:24,174 --> 00:57:25,900
A shapeless old lump?

703
00:57:31,484 --> 00:57:33,145
Oh God, I can't....

704
00:57:36,421 --> 00:57:38,366
Can I do something to you?

705
00:57:41,454 --> 00:57:42,918
I feel such....

706
00:57:44,371 --> 00:57:47,343
I'm sorry, I should have been
doing this before.

707
00:57:54,310 --> 00:57:56,200
Do you want to touch me?

708
00:57:57,452 --> 00:57:59,015
You can touch me.

709
00:58:00,690 --> 00:58:02,285
Will you touch me?

710
00:58:03,896 --> 00:58:05,491
If you'll let me.

711
00:58:11,557 --> 00:58:14,376
I thought nobody would ever
touch me again...

712
00:58:15,565 --> 00:58:17,510
apart from the undertaker.

713
00:58:35,409 --> 00:58:37,234
-Oh, God!
-There.

714
00:58:47,656 --> 00:58:48,672
Hot.

715
00:58:50,926 --> 00:58:52,237
I'm so hot.

716
00:58:53,716 --> 00:58:55,759
I think I'm burning up.

717
00:59:26,351 --> 00:59:31,477
And I'm floating in a most peculiar way

718
00:59:32,410 --> 00:59:36,825
And the stars look very different today

719
00:59:40,329 --> 00:59:41,640
-Hello.
-Hi.

720
00:59:42,605 --> 00:59:46,321
-Just getting things shipshape.
-I'm so glad you've perked up.

721
00:59:46,388 --> 00:59:49,109
I thought I might take the blinds down.
Is that all right?

722
00:59:49,177 --> 00:59:51,155
If you feel like it, yeah.

723
00:59:51,581 --> 00:59:53,886
I heard a song today, at Bobby's.

724
00:59:55,493 --> 00:59:58,214
Here I am sitting in a tin can

725
00:59:58,538 --> 01:00:00,231
Far above the world

726
01:00:00,911 --> 01:00:02,670
Planet Earth is blue

727
01:00:03,764 --> 01:00:05,359
Are you all right?

728
01:00:06,040 --> 01:00:07,504
Calm down, Mom.

729
01:00:09,855 --> 01:00:11,800
Is it because you miss Dad?

730
01:00:11,874 --> 01:00:14,529
No, I just like the song.

731
01:00:14,824 --> 01:00:17,381
Funny that. I hadn't got you down
for a Space Oddity.

732
01:00:17,453 --> 01:00:19,846
-A what?
-It's the name of the song.

733
01:00:24,346 --> 01:00:27,001
We're gonna have to lay an extra plate
for dinner.

734
01:00:27,070 --> 01:00:28,086
Why?

735
01:00:28,898 --> 01:00:30,559
So, what's he been saying?

736
01:00:30,917 --> 01:00:33,343
-Who?
-You know who.

737
01:00:33,803 --> 01:00:35,846
But you've left him, surely?

738
01:00:36,208 --> 01:00:40,471
Why do you keep saying that?
Repeating yourself like a bloody parrot.

739
01:00:41,946 --> 01:00:44,153
When the time is right, I will.

740
01:00:44,607 --> 01:00:48,258
Well, you know, I didn't really
get the chance to go into things.

741
01:00:48,325 --> 01:00:51,297
-You had lunch.
-Yes, we did.

742
01:00:51,596 --> 01:00:53,771
He took you out. He told me.

743
01:00:54,321 --> 01:00:55,785
-Did he?
-Yeah.

744
01:00:58,136 --> 01:00:59,152
And?

745
01:00:59,578 --> 01:01:03,032
Well, you know,
I couldn't just plunge in. It'll take time.

746
01:01:03,970 --> 01:01:05,860
It's a long game. Don't they say that?

747
01:01:05,926 --> 01:01:09,827
Mother, my whole bloody life
depends on this.

748
01:01:10,093 --> 01:01:11,656
Well, I don't know.

749
01:01:11,729 --> 01:01:15,510
With men you have to coax, negotiate.

750
01:01:15,960 --> 01:01:19,709
They're like frightened birds.
I mean, if you say, "boo," they'll fly away.

النتائج (العربية) 1:

62700:49:53، 773--> 00:49:55، 431"الذين شعرت بهذه الطريقة.62800:49:55، 820--> 00:49:59، 649"أنها سوف تكون صراخ الطابق العلوي،رمي الأشياء من أسرة بهم.62900:50:01، 740--> 00:50:05، 798"وسوف أضع في بلدي معطفوأغلقت الباب الأمامي خلف لي.63000:50:06، 732--> 00:50:09, 699"وأود أن أخرج وسيرا على الأقدام عبر الحقول...63100:50:10، 028--> 00:50:12، 166"لميل، كما تفعل الآن.63200:50:13، 356--> 00:50:16, 422"أو سوف اذهب إلى حانة حيث لم يكن أحد يعرف لي.63300:50:17، 740--> 00:50:21، 155"l تأكد سيكون مرة أخرى قبل زوجي.63400:50:21، 709--> 00:50:23، 847"ولكن أنها ستكون نائماً في الماضي.63500:50:27، 725--> 00:50:30، 441l "مطلوبة لقتل نفسي من الشعور بالذنب.63600:50:31، 948--> 00:50:34، 762"ل ما زالت لم تكن قد تعافي من تلك الصرخات.63700:50:36، 044--> 00:50:38، 432"ما هو حول تلك الصرخات؟"63800:50:53، 772--> 00:50:56، 138ليرة سورية-أن أول شيء قمت من أي وقت مضى مكتوب؟-نعم.63900:50:56، 204--> 00:50:58، 026-لمس جداً.--شكرا لكم.64000:50:58، 093--> 00:50:59، 915--لديك أمسية لطيفة.--أنا سوف.64100:51:04، 396--> 00:51:08، 705أيار/مايو، أنا بروس، من جانب الطريق.64200:51:09، 421--> 00:51:10, 533مرحبا.64300:51:12, 045--> 00:51:16، 038هل تريد الخروجمع البعض منا هذه الليلة؟ ماكس وهيلاري؟64400:51:16، 108--> 00:51:19، 271أنا حقاً مثل ما فعلت. كان...64500:51:21، 516--> 00:51:23، 042وكان جريء.44t00:51:23، 180--> 00:51:25، 994Thank you. It's a bit late for me,I get a bit tired.64700:51:26,060 --> 00:51:28,547-Right.-I enjoyed that. It was good.64800:51:28,621 --> 00:51:30,922-Bye, Paula. Bruce.-Bye.64900:51:30,989 --> 00:51:32,363I could go all the time.65000:51:32,428 --> 00:51:34,337Mom, why don't you go out with Bruce?65100:51:34,413 --> 00:51:37,925-Yes, I will. Not tonight, but another night.-Good.65200:51:37,997 --> 00:51:41,412-But I enjoyed it.-Yeah, well, I'd like that very much.65300:53:09,901 --> 00:53:11,013Hello.65400:53:18,765 --> 00:53:21,186I spent the morning shopping.65500:53:22,861 --> 00:53:24,900And I hope you don't mind...65600:53:26,317 --> 00:53:27,810but I've bought something.65700:53:30,081 --> 00:53:31,342How kind.65800:53:35,018 --> 00:53:36,581How kind you are.65900:53:37,101 --> 00:53:38,565Do you like it?66000:53:48,643 --> 00:53:50,107It's beautiful.66100:53:52,298 --> 00:53:53,707I feel so....66200:53:54,926 --> 00:53:58,314-What? What do you feel?-Filled up by it.66300:54:01,531 --> 00:54:02,940And ignorant.66400:54:03,647 --> 00:54:07,199-lgnorant that I don't know anything.-But that you want to know.66500:54:27,242 --> 00:54:28,553Keep still.66600:54:28,621 --> 00:54:30,894Look, I haven't got time to keep still.66700:54:31,217 --> 00:54:33,457And it's years since I did this.66800:54:34,968 --> 00:54:36,246I love it.66900:54:37,918 --> 00:54:40,344I'm no good at it, but I don't care.67000:54:44,682 --> 00:54:47,819If you asked me to describe my lifeand what I've done...67100:54:48,529 --> 00:54:51,830as you did yesterday,I'd have to say, "Nothing much."67200:54:52,408 --> 00:54:54,101I just wasn't there.67300:54:57,024 --> 00:55:00,642I was always too worried about everything...67400:55:01,480 --> 00:55:03,305to live in it properly.67500:55:04,815 --> 00:55:06,825I was a terrible housewife.67600:55:07,860 --> 00:55:10,450But that's what all the women did then.67700:55:10,939 --> 00:55:13,179We weren't like Helen and Paula.67800:55:13,791 --> 00:55:15,933And I just went along with it.67900:55:19,017 --> 00:55:20,229Until....68000:55:23,826 --> 00:55:25,137Until what?68100:55:26,294 --> 00:55:28,599Well, until a few minutes ago, actually.68200:55:32,834 --> 00:55:35,555Looks like we've got a rebel on our hands.68300:55:37,387 --> 00:55:39,015A few years ago...68400:55:40,560 --> 00:55:44,363an intelligent man who lived nearby,he was an antique dealer...68500:55:47,165 --> 00:55:50,269and he started to like me.68600:55:52,422 --> 00:55:55,723And twice he took me into his bed.68700:55:59,059 --> 00:56:01,004-Did you like it?-Oh, yes.68800:56:02,874 --> 00:56:05,212And I planned to go away with him.68900:56:05,951 --> 00:56:08,672I was gonna go to my husband and explain.69000:56:10,728 --> 00:56:12,257I never saw him again.69100:56:14,255 --> 00:56:16,167I couldn't upset anyone.69200:56:20,698 --> 00:56:23,550This cigarette's made my chestall congested.69300:56:24,225 --> 00:56:25,754I can't breathe.69400:56:26,789 --> 00:56:29,477And what would happen if you did breathe?69500:56:31,374 --> 00:56:32,652I'd say:69600:56:35,702 --> 00:56:38,642"Would you....Would it be too much trouble....69700:56:40,126 --> 00:56:41,721"Would you mind....69800:56:43,813 --> 00:56:45,506"The spare room's....69900:56:48,269 --> 00:56:51,023"Would you come to the spare roomwith me?"70000:56:53,558 --> 00:56:54,836Would you?70100:57:20,488 --> 00:57:22,017What do you see?70200:57:24,174 --> 00:57:25,900A shapeless old lump?70300:57:31,484 --> 00:57:33,145Oh God, I can't....70400:57:36,421 --> 00:57:38,366Can I do something to you?70500:57:41,454 --> 00:57:42,918I feel such....70600:57:44,371 --> 00:57:47,343I'm sorry, I should have beendoing this before.70700:57:54,310 --> 00:57:56,200Do you want to touch me?70800:57:57,452 --> 00:57:59,015You can touch me.70900:58:00,690 --> 00:58:02,285Will you touch me?71000:58:03,896 --> 00:58:05,491If you'll let me.71100:58:11,557 --> 00:58:14,376I thought nobody would evertouch me again...71200:58:15,565 --> 00:58:17,510apart from the undertaker.71300:58:35,409 --> 00:58:37,234-Oh, God!-There.71400:58:47,656 --> 00:58:48,672Hot.71500:58:50,926 --> 00:58:52,237I'm so hot.71600:58:53,716 --> 00:58:55,759I think I'm burning up.71700:59:26,351 --> 00:59:31,477And I'm floating in a most peculiar way71800:59:32,410 --> 00:59:36,825And the stars look very different today71900:59:40,329 --> 00:59:41,640-Hello.-Hi.72000:59:42,605 --> 00:59:46,321-Just getting things shipshape.-I'm so glad you've perked up.72100:59:46,388 --> 00:59:49,109I thought I might take the blinds down.Is that all right?72200:59:49,177 --> 00:59:51,155If you feel like it, yeah.72300:59:51,581 --> 00:59:53,886I heard a song today, at Bobby's.72400:59:55,493 --> 00:59:58,214Here I am sitting in a tin can72500:59:58,538 --> 01:00:00,231Far above the world72601:00:00,911 --> 01:00:02,670Planet Earth is blue72701:00:03,764 --> 01:00:05,359Are you all right?72801:00:06,040 --> 01:00:07,504Calm down, Mom.72901:00:09,855 --> 01:00:11,800Is it because you miss Dad?73001:00:11,874 --> 01:00:14,529No, I just like the song.73101:00:14,824 --> 01:00:17,381Funny that. I hadn't got you downfor a Space Oddity.73201:00:17,453 --> 01:00:19,846-A what?-It's the name of the song.73301:00:24,346 --> 01:00:27,001
We're gonna have to lay an extra plate
for dinner.

734
01:00:27,070 --> 01:00:28,086
Why?

735
01:00:28,898 --> 01:00:30,559
So, what's he been saying?

736
01:00:30,917 --> 01:00:33,343
-Who?
-You know who.

737
01:00:33,803 --> 01:00:35,846
But you've left him, surely?

738
01:00:36,208 --> 01:00:40,471
Why do you keep saying that?
Repeating yourself like a bloody parrot.

739
01:00:41,946 --> 01:00:44,153
When the time is right, I will.

740
01:00:44,607 --> 01:00:48,258
Well, you know, I didn't really
get the chance to go into things.

741
01:00:48,325 --> 01:00:51,297
-You had lunch.
-Yes, we did.

742
01:00:51,596 --> 01:00:53,771
He took you out. He told me.

743
01:00:54,321 --> 01:00:55,785
-Did he?
-Yeah.

744
01:00:58,136 --> 01:00:59,152
And?

745
01:00:59,578 --> 01:01:03,032
Well, you know,
I couldn't just plunge in. It'll take time.

746
01:01:03,970 --> 01:01:05,860
It's a long game. Don't they say that?

747
01:01:05,926 --> 01:01:09,827
Mother, my whole bloody life
depends on this.

748
01:01:10,093 --> 01:01:11,656
Well, I don't know.

749
01:01:11,729 --> 01:01:15,510
With men you have to coax, negotiate.

750
01:01:15,960 --> 01:01:19,709
They're like frightened birds.
I mean, if you say, "boo," they'll fly away.