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All of my past washes over me.
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All of my past is in this room.
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I found you.
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All of the women I have been with
are eclipsed by you.
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I am stripped.
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I think of you as my patient.
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I treat you.
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I'm stripped also.
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I searched and searched for you.
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I want to know you.
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I, like my work,
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there are rules.
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They protect us.
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The movement of your hands.
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The rhythm of your hands
has become my resting place.
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Momentary peace...
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so sweetly broken apart.
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Take off the mask.
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You still have about an hour.
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Do you wanna do the piercing?
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Yeah.
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- Aah.
- Shh.
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It's almost there.
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- Do you wanna look?
- Sure.
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It's a little deeper than last time.
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Yeah.
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Do you wanna try another one?
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Sure.
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I love doing this.
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It's through.
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Hold still now.
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- Hold still.
- Uh-huh.
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This is the best part.
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Aah!
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I wrote a little note.
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As usual.
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Remember last week
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when the phone lines
were all screwed up?
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God, yeah.
I lost a whole day's work practically.
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I was out a lot of money.
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I called you that day.
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I know, you told me.
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I got scared the place
had closed down. I...
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I worried I would never
get in touch with you.
45
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I'm going to quit
at the end of the month.
46
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I was thinking we could try...
47
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seeing each other on the outside.
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You...
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you know I've wanted this
for a long time.
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Yes, I know.
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How should we do this?
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Why don't you give me your number
and I'll call you?
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I'll give you my card.
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Mm.
55
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Okay, look.
The guy told me 1:00, all right?
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- What, do you think I made this up?
- No, no, no, no.
57
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I didn't say that. I only said
that Jeff does not come in on Fridays,
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so there must be
some misunderstanding.
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- A misunderstanding?
- Yes, a misunderstanding. I'm sorry.
60
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Staff meeting was
moved up to three today, right?
61
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Uh, yes.
62
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Mail keeps piling up.
63
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Just getting in and you already
look like you need a Valium, Peter.
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I'll drop by your office later.
65
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So what's going on?
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Sorry to bug you about this,
but what do you think I should say
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to the Oxford people
on the phone today?
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Uh, about?
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Remember the kid who hid himself
in the building a couple of weeks ago?
70
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Oh, right.
71
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Well, all I can say is
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you must tell them
what you already know.
73
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They're gonna cut him off
unless you exaggerate what's going on.
74
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What, like claiming
he's suicidal?
75
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Well, that depends on how strongly
you feel he should stay in therapy.
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- Anything else?
- No.
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Thanks.
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Thanks for calling. No messages.
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Ooh.
80
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No, no, no, no.
Relax, relax, just leave them.
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Is there something going on?
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You've been kind of hard
to talk to these days.
83
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I know,
I've been pretty distracted.
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Is it the clinic?
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In part.
86
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Do you think this has anything
to do with May's going away to college?
87
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Doesn't feel that way.
88
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Except her leaving
makes me know that I'm older.
89
00:11:08,918 --> 00:11:12,671
I've been pretty preoccupied myself.
90
00:11:12,838 --> 00:11:15,340
Ugh,
if I don't finish this book
91
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up in Nova Scotia this summer,
I don't know.
92
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It's not just work.
93
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Well, what is it, then?
94
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There's a dominant
that I've been seeing.
95
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I mean...
I mean, I've been seeing...
96
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one dominant for a while now.
97
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She told me the other day
she's gonna stop working.
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I've become very...
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attached to her.
100
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Is it...
101
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Is it personal
or professional,
102
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this attachment
you have to her?
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- Both.
- Both?
104
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We're gonna try
to get together for coffee
105
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after she's stopped working.
106
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Are you telling me this to reassure
yourself that that's all it'll be?
107
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No, that is all it will be.
108
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I just didn't want you to think
it was something else.
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I didn't mean to...
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I just wanted to tell you.
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Hello?
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I told you I'd call you.
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Hi.
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- Sorry, am I late?
- No, not at all.
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So how you doing?
116
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It's strange seeing you
on the outside.
117
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Well, how?
118
00:14:05,761 --> 00:14:07,804
You're uncomfortable, too.
I can tell.
119
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I, uh, well, I...
I guess I am a little nervous.
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That's good.