1201
01:35:04,513 --> 01:35:06,265
This is appalling.
1202
01:35:06,713 --> 01:35:08,066
What the hell have you done?
1203
01:35:08,753 --> 01:35:11,142
Who are you to throw people
out of my home?
1204
01:35:12,553 --> 01:35:14,384
-Our home!
-Ah. really?
1205
01:35:14,593 --> 01:35:16,390
The Count and Countess of Ultramont?
1206
01:35:16,593 --> 01:35:17,912
Don't treat me like a faggot!
1207
01:35:18,113 --> 01:35:18,704
No?
1208
01:35:19,113 --> 01:35:21,422
How shall I treat you?
Like a ..
1209
01:35:21,633 --> 01:35:23,032
-gypsy?
-Say that again.
1210
01:35:23,233 --> 01:35:26,669
Well. well, the little
gypsy bastard's pissed off.
1211
01:35:32,153 --> 01:35:34,428
The one who was going to look after me
1212
01:35:35,593 --> 01:35:36,503
Get out!
1213
01:35:36,713 --> 01:35:37,668
Out of my house!
1214
01:35:45,713 --> 01:35:47,112
What are you laughing at?
1215
01:35:48,433 --> 01:35:49,866
Pijoaparte.
1216
01:36:03,913 --> 01:36:05,392
Take the car keys.
1217
01:36:08,073 --> 01:36:09,426
Go
1218
01:36:35,193 --> 01:36:39,709
The fact that life was to be taken
seriously we understand only later
1219
01:36:42,473 --> 01:36:43,872
Like all young people,
1220
01:36:44,073 --> 01:36:46,906
I was going to change the world.
1221
01:36:56,433 --> 01:36:57,786
I wanted to make my mark
1222
01:36:57,993 --> 01:37:00,666
and withdraw to applause.
1223
01:37:01,033 --> 01:37:03,308
Growing old. dying..
1224
01:37:03,913 --> 01:37:06,871
it was all a question
of the size of the theatre.
1225
01:37:15,833 --> 01:37:17,585
But time has passed
1226
01:37:18,873 --> 01:37:20,909
and I see the unpleasant truth.
1227
01:37:21,993 --> 01:37:24,461
Growing old. dying..
1228
01:37:25,273 --> 01:37:27,707
is the play's only plot
1229
01:37:32,113 --> 01:37:35,344
You can't wait here.
Sit in the stalls
1230
01:37:35,633 --> 01:37:37,749
-or wait for me in the cafe,.
-All right.
1231
01:37:44,993 --> 01:37:46,506
Why have you left your retinue
1232
01:37:47,353 --> 01:37:50,629
and your snow-white horses
1233
01:37:50,873 --> 01:37:54,582
to stroll through such a dark place
in the company of a barbarian?
1234
01:37:54,793 --> 01:37:55,782
Hold on.
1235
01:37:55,993 --> 01:37:57,187
Hold on a minute, Pep.
1236
01:37:57,473 --> 01:37:59,987
I don't know
what's wrong with you, Pep
1237
01:38:00,273 --> 01:38:02,343
You're a good actor, all right?
1238
01:38:03,073 --> 01:38:06,588
Right. From now on,
when you come out here,
1239
01:38:06,793 --> 01:38:10,308
do me a fucking favour
and leave your personal problems
1240
01:38:10,513 --> 01:38:11,502
in the dressing room.
1241
01:38:12,073 --> 01:38:15,588
want to get out, Jaime. .
don't know what I want.
1242
01:38:16,473 --> 01:38:20,989
Didn't you want to get experience
in Los Angeles or New York?
1243
01:38:21,273 --> 01:38:23,867
-And didn't you talk me out of it?
-No. Pep.
1244
01:38:24,113 --> 01:38:27,264
It's a question of what you want.
What you want
1245
01:38:30,473 --> 01:38:31,542
What are you doing?
1246
01:38:32,193 --> 01:38:34,661
I can't always be thinking of people.
1247
01:38:34,873 --> 01:38:36,352
If I want to kiss you, I will .
1248
01:38:36,593 --> 01:38:39,312
Just remember that till my mother dies
1249
01:38:39,833 --> 01:38:41,266
I'm not a queer.
1250
01:38:43,153 --> 01:38:44,552
Bah! Come on
1251
01:38:50,433 --> 01:38:52,424
CONSULS OF SODOM
1252
01:39:41,313 --> 01:39:43,269
It could be that new virus.
1253
01:39:43,473 --> 01:39:46,431
-AIDS.
-The one that affects homosexuals?
1254
01:39:46,713 --> 01:39:49,989
Yes. Kaposi's sarcoma is one of
the illnesses deriving from the virus.
1255
01:39:51,193 --> 01:39:52,831
We could ask for more tests
1256
01:39:53,193 --> 01:39:54,626
but there's no point here
1257
01:39:55,553 --> 01:39:57,225
Go to Paris or New York.
1258
01:39:57,953 --> 01:40:00,751
Paris then. Don't they call
it the disease of love?
1259
01:40:00,953 --> 01:40:03,831
I'll go to the Hotel
des Invalides if possible.
1260
01:40:10,953 --> 01:40:12,944
Will I lose my mental faculties?
1261
01:40:13,353 --> 01:40:14,991
It's possible.
1262
01:40:15,833 --> 01:40:17,232
Have you any relatives?
1263
01:40:18,993 --> 01:40:20,187
Or close friends?
1264
01:40:21,633 --> 01:40:22,463
Yes.
1265
01:40:28,233 --> 01:40:29,712
No interruptions
1266
01:40:39,033 --> 01:40:41,024
What's the matter?
1267
01:40:42,033 --> 01:40:43,751
I've got Kaposi's cancer
1268
01:40:58,953 --> 01:41:00,944
I don't want you
going through this. Pep.
1269
01:41:01,833 --> 01:41:04,631
I ought to die on my own.
1270
01:41:06,273 --> 01:41:07,752
I'm not leaving you on your own.
1271
01:41:08,153 --> 01:41:09,472
I'll take care of you
1272
01:41:10,553 --> 01:41:13,306
Who'll look after you
when you're sick?
1273
01:41:13,513 --> 01:41:16,630
That's in the future.
Maybe there'll be a cure by then.
1274
01:41:20,313 --> 01:41:23,350
Have you ever taken
time out to look at swans
1275
01:41:23,913 --> 01:41:26,507
with their
disproportionately long necks?
1276
01:41:27,273 --> 01:41:28,991
They look almost monstrous..
1277
01:41:30,113 --> 01:41:31,910
but end just in time
1278
01:41:35,353 --> 01:41:36,752
That's how Bel was.
1279
01:41:38,513 --> 01:41:39,662
So beautiful
1280
01:41:40,913 --> 01:41:43,108
Bursting with energy...
1281
01:41:43,833 --> 01:41:46,950
and with a tragic aura
and a clownish side to her
1282
01:41:47,713 --> 01:41:48,941
that was always there.
1283
01:42:00,233 --> 01:42:02,269
wonder how many I've given it to.
1284
01:42:02,473 --> 01:42:04,191
Don't think about that
1285
01:42:04,993 --> 01:42:06,745
The past doesn't matter now
1286
01:42:07,633 --> 01:42:09,032
Life is sometimes so short
1287
01:42:09,273 --> 01:42:13,903
and complete that a minute,
when let it and you let it,
1288
01:42:14,113 --> 01:42:16,581
runs faster and lasts a long time
1289
01:42:19,473 --> 01:42:21,782
Life is sometimes richer
1290
01:42:21,993 --> 01:42:25,349
and during the week invites us both
to go together into its palace
1291
01:42:25,993 --> 01:42:28,063
or on Sundays to jerk and jolt.
1292
01:42:29,153 --> 01:42:33,226
It's then that life can be counted
in units of your love
1293
01:42:33,513 --> 01:42:36,073
so small that they are forgotten
amid the happiness.
1294
01:42:36,753 --> 01:42:38,152
amid the confusion
1295
01:42:39,273 --> 01:42:40,752
Life sometimes is so little
1296
01:42:41,473 --> 01:42:44,510
and so intense.
if that's your pleasure...
1297
01:42:44,913 --> 01:42:47,347
Even the pain you cause me
1298
01:42:47,593 --> 01:42:49,982
brings another meaning
to being of this word.
1299
01:42:51,233 --> 01:42:55,112
Life, then, is us
1300
01:42:55,913 --> 01:42:57,904
to the most evil extreme
1301
01:42:58,153 --> 01:43:00,747
For loving each other is a punishment
1302
01:43:01,073 --> 01:43:03,303
and living together an abyss.
1303
01:43:07,873 --> 01:43:09,226
I thought so.
1304
01:43:09,713 --> 01:43:11,032
Love poems.
1305
01:43:12,113 --> 01:43:13,944
Don't worry, you'll grow out of it.
1306
01:43:16,193 --> 01:43:17,467
Don't listen to me.
1307
01:43:18,273 --> 01:43:19,991
Deep down. I envy you
1308
01:43:20,913 --> 01:43:23,473
There's only one way
to experience poetry
1309
01:43:23,833 --> 01:43:25,391
and that's when you're young.
1310
01:43:25,753 --> 01:43:27,152
Write about love
1311
01:43:27,393 --> 01:43:28,508
or trams..
1312
01:43:28,993 --> 01:43:29,789
But write.
1313
01:43:30,033 --> 01:43:31,148
-Jaime.
-Yes?
1314
01:43:31,353 --> 01:43:32,468
They're waiting for us.
1315
01:43:32,953 --> 01:43:35,069
-Thank you.
-Not at all.
1316
01:43:36,953 --> 01:43:37,590
Pep ..
1317
01:43:37,793 --> 01:43:38,350
Yes?
1318
01:43:38,553 --> 01:43:39,781
After supper..
1319
01:43:40,233 --> 01:43:43,145
I want to get lost
in the darkness of the night.
1320
01:43:43,673 --> 01:43:44,549
Alone.
1321
01:44:27,873 --> 01:44:28,942
So what now?
1322
01:44:31,433 --> 01:44:32,627
Nothing.
1323
01:46:14,673 --> 01:46:15,753
JAIME GIL DE BIEDMA DIED
AT HIS HOME IN BARCELONA
1324
01:46:15,753 --> 01:46:17,823
JAIME GIL DE BIEDMA DIED
AT HIS HOME IN BARCELONA
1325
01:46:18,033 --> 01:46:20,831
ON 8TH JANUARY, 1990.
AT THE AGE OF 60