821
01:30:18,204 --> 01:30:20,247
- and talk about this.
- No!
822
01:30:20,415 --> 01:30:23,375
No, I'm not going anywhere
with you together.
823
01:30:23,543 --> 01:30:24,876
Suzanne, don't do this.
824
01:30:25,044 --> 01:30:26,461
Do what?
825
01:30:28,005 --> 01:30:30,340
You are the one
who's losing control.
826
01:30:30,508 --> 01:30:32,092
You can't let go of the...
827
01:30:32,260 --> 01:30:33,927
fantasy.
828
01:30:38,182 --> 01:30:40,600
Is that all you think
this has been?
829
01:30:44,605 --> 01:30:48,442
All?
Maybe not.
830
01:30:48,609 --> 01:30:50,068
But it doesn't matter.
831
01:30:50,236 --> 01:30:52,779
I can't be responsible for you.
832
01:31:40,495 --> 01:31:42,829
Tell me what you feel, Peter.
833
01:31:42,997 --> 01:31:45,081
I feel you still with me.
834
01:31:45,249 --> 01:31:46,541
And this?
835
01:31:46,709 --> 01:31:49,586
Pain. It feels like pain.
836
01:31:49,754 --> 01:31:51,254
Tell me what's happening.
837
01:31:51,422 --> 01:31:53,131
I'm sad.
838
01:31:53,299 --> 01:31:55,091
Stay with it, Peter.
839
01:31:55,259 --> 01:31:58,428
As a child, I'd already given up hope.
840
01:31:58,596 --> 01:32:00,597
I was made to shape myself
841
01:32:00,765 --> 01:32:02,432
to what others wanted.
842
01:32:02,600 --> 01:32:05,101
Helpless, I searched.
843
01:32:05,269 --> 01:32:07,437
I wanted to be punctured,
844
01:32:07,605 --> 01:32:09,022
pierced,
845
01:32:09,190 --> 01:32:11,107
torn apart.
846
01:32:11,275 --> 01:32:12,734
Reformed.
847
01:32:12,902 --> 01:32:17,113
Shaped, I struck at their plan.
848
01:32:17,281 --> 01:32:19,616
I wanted to puncture,
849
01:32:19,784 --> 01:32:21,076
pierce,
850
01:32:21,244 --> 01:32:22,953
rip apart.
851
01:32:29,335 --> 01:32:31,419
I want to look at you again.
852
01:32:33,881 --> 01:32:35,674
The time is up.
853
01:33:05,413 --> 01:33:07,247
Is she okay out there?
854
01:33:07,415 --> 01:33:09,583
Oh, yeah.
She's a much better swimmer than I am.
855
01:33:09,750 --> 01:33:11,751
Oh, mm...
856
01:33:13,796 --> 01:33:17,007
The fisherman finally got their new boat
landing on the south shore.
857
01:33:17,174 --> 01:33:19,175
The state approved it
a few weeks ago.
858
01:33:19,343 --> 01:33:22,637
- Aw, that's too bad.
- Oh, I don't know.
859
01:33:22,805 --> 01:33:24,889
I'm not even sure it'll make
that big of a difference.
860
01:33:25,057 --> 01:33:28,018
Well, I thought most people
were against it.
861
01:33:28,185 --> 01:33:31,646
Eh, they were resisting
the idea of change
862
01:33:31,814 --> 01:33:33,732
as much as anything else.
863
01:33:33,899 --> 01:33:36,151
- That's normal, I guess.
- Hmm.
864
01:33:36,319 --> 01:33:38,361
But not very realistic.
865
01:33:41,157 --> 01:33:43,742
Did she tell you
anything about her trip?
866
01:33:43,909 --> 01:33:46,661
No, not really.
867
01:33:46,829 --> 01:33:50,040
I suppose we'll have to wait
to see the pictures.
868
01:33:50,207 --> 01:33:51,541
That's funny.
869
01:33:51,709 --> 01:33:54,711
How they go from telling you
absolutely everything
870
01:33:54,879 --> 01:33:57,255
to practically nothing.
871
01:33:57,423 --> 01:33:59,382
She's private.
872
01:34:01,010 --> 01:34:03,428
Like you.
873
01:34:06,349 --> 01:34:09,559
I don't know.
874
01:34:09,727 --> 01:34:11,728
About her or you?
875
01:34:11,896 --> 01:34:16,274
I'm scared most people
won't understand.
876
01:34:16,442 --> 01:34:18,026
Does that include me?
877
01:34:18,194 --> 01:34:19,611
No.
878
01:34:22,406 --> 01:34:24,240
You do hurt me,
you know?
879
01:34:25,826 --> 01:34:27,369
I know.
880
01:34:29,413 --> 01:34:30,830
And I'm sorry.
881
01:34:50,685 --> 01:34:53,061
Hello?
882
01:34:53,229 --> 01:34:54,729
Suzanne.
883
01:34:54,897 --> 01:34:57,232
It's Peter.
884
01:34:57,400 --> 01:34:58,983
How are you?
885
01:35:00,820 --> 01:35:03,279
I'm fine.
886
01:35:03,447 --> 01:35:06,449
I saw your ad in one of the magazines.
887
01:35:06,617 --> 01:35:09,452
I needed the money.
It's only one day a week.
888
01:35:11,288 --> 01:35:13,998
I was wondering
if we could get together.
889
01:35:14,166 --> 01:35:15,583
Just to talk.
890
01:35:17,461 --> 01:35:20,213
It won't be any different
than it was a year ago.
891
01:35:27,388 --> 01:35:29,347
Peter?
892
01:35:29,515 --> 01:35:31,266
Are you there?
893
01:35:31,434 --> 01:35:33,059
Yes.