I liked it when he was like “CC you’re my…(what?)” and then he just skips to “answer me CC? Why didn’t you throw the hell known as eternal life upon me? Blah blah blah…” I don’t really like when they do that in this anime, they always leave out the important parts…like you’re my…Im your…just say it already…Anyways this could have been a way just to “test” Lelouch again, but by saying that I would be pushing that to the extreme. Maybe deep down she really wanted to be rescued and so she was. But, judging by CC character, I know that she wouldn’t force the hell known as eternal life onto lelouch because even though that would somewhat put her at ease, what would that do to lelouch? She loves him so she didn’t want to make him suffer, well she kinda did, but all is good. Yes, what would you do if the woman you loved was about to get kissed/killed by the man you hated the most? So now that CC was safe, she locked away all her memories and allowed the pre-geass CC out. From this CC we learn a lot of what she was like way back then. She must have been abused a lot and I think Lelouch knows about this, I think CC did this for 2 reasons, 1 she didn’t want to face lelouch right away after that and 2 maybe she wanted Lelouch to feel sympathy for her? I know I did. And then comes Marianne out of no where…yeah. It really was good to get CC back after a few episodes but they were a real killer. I wanted a CC scene so bad within those like 5 episodes. But, CC was deep in thought when Marianne asked her “why didn’t you give charles your code?”, she answered “I don’t know…”, all I gotta say, you do know, you are human even though you say youre not. And then comes r2 ep 21 again. With Charles and Marianne disappearing, they realize CC isn’t disappearing. “Why isn’t CC disappearing, she agreed to this too didn’t she?” however CC says her self that she realized that they were being selifish blah blah blah. You all know why she didn’t disappear, it was because she didn’t need to look to the past anymore. He had a glimmer of hope in her future, that was Lelouch. And now fast forwarding to the end of the anime. In the final episode CC was seen crying in the Ashford Academy Church. She could have left because there was no need to stay any longer, but you know what? She and lelouch left together, thats why shes riding the carriage and he is driving it.
So anyways, people say that shes crying because omg lelouch is going to die. And id say, yep youre right! He is going to die! But not really die.
“Lelouch as the price for casting geass upon others you…*teardrop*”
“only those willing to shoot should be shot at”
Yeah, it could be true that CC is crying for lelouch because he is going to die. But as I see it she is crying because by dying, he himself will take on the same life as her, to live on forever. He would be stripped of his name, his friends, everything. He would lose all dreams hopes for the future. Do you really think CC wants all of that to happen to him? No way, it was a tear for she knew what the outcome was…but by doing this, he would fulfill everything he has said. Back to episode 15 when they talk on the rooftop (safe spot),
“I will change the world, I will grant both your wish and my own…”
And so he did, but by doing so, he did just as suzaku/lelouch said (in r2 ep 21)
“To desire a result, one must take action, the method one chooses will lead to the denial of other things.”
And so the life, the existence of Lelouch Lamperouge/Lelouch vi Britannia was denied in this case. But in the end, you see that CC is happy. How can she possibly be happy if the one man she loved died? Thanks to Cecil Guineva, idk how spell her name, speading those rumors of geass mobile website, which I could never find saying that “now that she knows lelouch does not hate her, she can live on, blah blah blah…” Wouldn’t it only make her more lonely? You can’t possibly not be alone when you ARE alone, that just kills the argument. Besides, lelouch has told her plenty of times that he does not hate her, it is because of her that he was able to take his first steps, he was dead until he met her, and that if she was a witch, he would become a warlock. So just to say, if a witch has a code, how do you become a warlock? Easy take a code. Witch and warlock forever.
Now were gonna go back to the beginning all over again, yay =]
Now this time from lelouch’s point of view. In the beginning he created the black knights for the sole purpose of creating a better world for nunnally to live in. Basically nunnally was his only motivation at the time. When lelouch agreed to walk the path of carnage he wasn’t quite ready for what it meant. He said he was but it did show that he wasn’t. After shirleys father died, he had a mental breakdown, and thanks to CC was able to recover from it. All the way up till ep 21 he has used nunally as his excuse for wanting to change to world, until suzaku makes him realize that its just not for nunally but he is to change it for the things he wants to protect. That its self is the world and its people. Yes, what were the black knights created for? To protect the weak. In r2 ep 24 you can see a great change in Lelouch’s character