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No, you don't.
You don't know anything.
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it's your first time.
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Everything seems so perfect now.
Right where it belongs.
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I wish you could be a part of me.
You'd understand.
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I want to understand.
I wanna be inside you.
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- How?
- Help me get my jeans off.
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Christ! You don't have to pull
them all the way off.
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Now yours.
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You look better
than Marilyn Monroe.
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- And now?
- Now we kiss.
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Now be inside me.
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Here?
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Do you know how?
I've never done it.
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Be excused,
I'm a virgin too.
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I must go.
I must go.
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Look, I took your jeans
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Why haven't you had it taken out?
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I was born with it,
I wanna die with it.
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Fucking assholes!
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Caterina! Your voice is beautiful.
You've never sung so well.
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I know. I held that D flat
for nine measures.
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I don't understand your B flat.
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- D!
- D, B.
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The only thing I know.
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Since Douglas died
you are singing much better.
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It's not just my voice.
I'm stronger, Marina.
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I feel so old.
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Don't be silly. You are stunning.
Everyone adores you.
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I've always been a big hit with fags.
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I was great tonight.
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It's all Joe's fault...
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If he'd stopped growing,
I wouldn't be so old.
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Right. What about tomorrow?
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- What's tomorrow?
- Joe's birthday.
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No! Shit!
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How could I forget?
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Oh, Marina, I'm terrible,
I don't remember anything.
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- How could you?
- I hate birthdays.
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You know, I was nervous tonight.
I was scared.
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It's the first time I've sung
here in years
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and I knew that that audience.
They were...
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They were out to get me.
They were watching
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every single thing I did.
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I want a lot of people
at Joe's birthday.
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I want him to feel important.
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I want him to feel loved.
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I only want a few people at my party.
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- Joe, you scared the hell out of me.
- Where have you been, Joe?
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You promised me that you'd be here.
I needed you.
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I don't even know how I got
through the performance without you.
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I heard a 10 minute applause.
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Actually, it was a standing ovation.
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Joe...
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You're naughty.
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Mom, lay off, you're getting
lipstick all over me.
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I only wanna have a few friends
at my party,
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you know, like Bobby, Arianna...
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Yes, I understand, dear,
just people who really love you.
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People who really love me
don't forget my birthday.
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How long have you been here?
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I'll get it.
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- Hello.
- Hello.
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- Edward!
- Marina.
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Where is Caterina?
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Edward!
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- I'll be with you in a minute.
- OK.
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- It's hot here, isn't it?
- I think you need a drink.
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- Hot, mm?
- So take your coat off.
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How was I, Edward?
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The plane was 2 fucking hours late.
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I'm terribly sorry, Caterina,
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but I missed the performance.
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Edward, another drink?
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- Did you take the D flat tonight?
- You blew it, Edward.
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Caterina, you know I adore you.
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People who adore me don't miss
my opening nights.
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Right, Joe?
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Girls, girls!
Come up here.
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Come, we're having a party.
It's beautiful.
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It's a birthday for my son!
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Oh, Joe!
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The most beautiful girls in the street.
They were there like angels.
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What a coincidence.
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They'll come up, they'll sing for you.
They're so beautiful!
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Mom, don't shit me.
You know you arranged it.
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Joe... When I was
15 I was like you.
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I was miserable.
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I'll tell you.
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I'll tell you a little secret now
about my life.
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You know what I did once?
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I locked myself up in the bathroom
and I tried to kill myself.
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Mom...
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This music...
makes me wanna cry.
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Come on, mom...
Mom!
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Come here!
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Come here!
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Girls, you're in the wrong place.
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In the sixties...
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... believed in things!
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Oh, Joe, come on, dance!
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I don't wanna, leave me alone.
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- Why? Come on, dance.
- I hate it.
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- It's your birthday!
- I hate dancing!
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Dance!
Let's steal it away!
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My parents thought they understood me,
but they didn't, of course.
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I'm thirsty!
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- God, I hate her! I could kill her.
- Come on...
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She's such fun,
she's fantastic.
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- What is this thing?
- It's an Italian frisbee.
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Look at Julian,
look at Julian dancing.
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Is she pathetic!
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She's just happy,
and you're ashamed of her.
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Ashamed? What do you mean ashamed?
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Come on, let's get out of here.
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Where is Joe?
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I like to hold your arm.
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Your mother...
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Your mother!
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Happy birthday to you!
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Happy birthday to you!