I don't know how to start, I don't know if you will understand my point, my feelings or not.
But if you don't understand what I mean, tell me!
You know my feelings because I am very transparent for you, if you want to be honest, you didn't tell me honestly about your feelings for me!
In General, I want to tell you
I saw in a dream a dream and she was too scared!
Thankfully, I'm a girl trying to be good.
I swear to God I didn't talk to a stranger at all since it is forbidden in Islam, but I recognize that my destiny
I'm talking about our relationship, not yours.
This dream, I understand that this relationship is not pleasing to God and swear that I cried a lot after I woke up I decided to tell you that this relationship does not satisfy our Lord because you were my husband, I'm not your wife before God.
But, thankfully, seen myself in this relationship and I expect he does not satisfy our consciences, too.
I know you love me and I love you too.
However, this does not allow us to God only in marriage
Do you understand me?