It's just a voice that's been telling me I'm too good and there really is a shortcut and I've been through this so many nights before , that you would think it will be easier by now so I let the chemical reaction cloud fade over my head , The pain that keeps on hurting as I slowly , BUT TOO SLOWLY drift away To a place where I know I don't have to think and I hate myself for love and the way I think and I'm far , far away from my heart , Far far away from my heart .