I don't know how to start, I don't know if you will understand my point, my feelings or not.
But if you don't understand what I mean, tell me!
You know my feelings because I am very transparent for you, if you want to be honest you didn't tell me honestly feel about me!
In General, I want to tell you
I saw in a dream a dream and I was so scared!
Thankfully, I'm a girl trying to be good.
I swear to God I didn't talk to a stranger at all because it is forbidden in Islam, but I knew you, I'm talking about relationships, not you.
This dream, I understand that this relationship is not pleasing to God and swear that I cried a lot after I woke up I decided to tell you that this relationship does not satisfy our Lord because you were my husband, I'm not your wife before God.
But, thankfully, I perceived myself in this relationship and I expect he does not satisfy our consciences, too.
I know you love me and I love you too.
However, this does not allow us to God only in marriage and announced
Do you understand me?