People think that when I say "I love Harry so much" that I'm exaggerating. That's not the case at all. I fell In Love with Harry five years ago. Harry is the most amazing, kindhearted, caring, loving, and considerate person I've ever come across. My love for Harry is not just some stupid crush, I really do love him. I would do anything for him to love me back. In reality, I know it will never happen. I'm just a 14 year old girl that loves a boy that she knows she has no chances with. Harry is larger than life and he'd never think of me of anything but a fan. and I know that. Deep, deep inside my heart I have a little spark of hope every once in awhile. Everyday when I see his smile all I can do is think to myself , "wow, did I choose the perfect man to be madly in love with." Everyday, when I think about him my day gets instantly brighter. So many times throughout my life have I thought about putting a stop to my life. But then when I'm just a little broken girl sitting her bed crying, I think about the happy things that have happened in my life. And what's the first thing j think of? His name is Harry Edward Styles. Every little piece of my heart instantly pieces itself back together. Thinking about having Harry love me like I live him is only a dream that cannot come true. I just want him to know that I love him with every ounce of my heart. My family says on a daily basis, "why do you even like him anyway? He'll never love you." I know he won't love me, but I'm okay with that deep inside my heart. These past few months have been terrible for me. So much has went in that my friends have helped me through. The main reason that I keep going is Harry. His smile lights up my whole day. If I'm mad at something, I think about him. Seeing his smile in my mind makes me the happiest girl in the entire world. My life wouldn't be complete or even half as amazing as it is today without Harry there to keep me going. I've loved you for 5 years and nothing will ever change that. There is nothing in the world that you can do that will make me stop loving you for even a second. Forever and always, I love you.