.I'm sorry for writing a lot, but I'm really lost in this dilemma and I'm not sure what to do about it. I have talked about it to several people including one of the guys and they all say "go with the flow", but I don't want to put myself into a situation that has not definite future in it. I feel like I'm done with experiences and I just want something that's legitimate. Thank you for just reading this and I would appreciate it if you would reply to this. Have a good day and thank you again! (4)