I entered this relationship with the knowledge that it wouldn't be easy. I've agreed to love you unconditionally. I love you and miss you so much. However, I don't like that you lie to me and don't tell me things. I don't like that I can't defend myself or you because I'm not allowed to say anything about you. I don't like that I have a 16 year old blowing up my phone about you and I just have to stand by. I know you're new to this kinda of relationship, but I don't like the feeling that you aren't telling me something you should. It hurts that I can't do anything and you're there for the next month and I have to sit here and worry and stress everyday, because I can't trust you to tell me things and be honest with me. I don't want you to feel bad or whatever, but if you wanna know what's wrong it's this. and it will continue to be. I love you and I am so glad you get to be home and see your friends and family. I hope you have a good time and are happy. Please don't ask me what's wrong cause now you know and there is nothing I can do so I'll be unhappy for a little, but I'll get over it I guess.I love you Hassan. I hope you have a good day and take care of your self.